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None could have known

That she no longer saw the sun anymore

that the way he looked at her mattered more than the way rain would fall on her window panes

What could she have done when she didn’t know better? Drown herself in misery? He was her light in the sky. And she never forgot.

Love and let love

I grew afraid of him then. The way he could move my moods and create tempests in me. And yet also stir the calmest rain

Always

I loved him more than anything

And forevermore

I would be his forgotten jailbird one day.

Why is love more painful than joyous?

She asked herself as he pressed her skin

Could this truly be love?

He was never supposed to be able to hold her heart in his hand

But he always did

Delighted and appeased for the time being at holding her fluttering heart

I can’t wait to have normal skin again..

I’ve been breaking out in hives because of this mysterious bug bite. Had to take a cab to a hospital off-campus and errthang.  and now I’m taking four pills a day.  damn you bug. I swear i’m cursed with some kind of egyptian curse.

It’s five minutes to midnight, and we’re sitting in the silent library, two nights away from the end of sophomore year.  You’re diligently studying:  temporarily forgetting that habit of yours to pull your hair as your eyes focus on the screen in front of you.

 I hope I’m not bothering you sitting here.  

I hope you do well tomorrow.

Even as I’m doing nothing—literally staring into space where my mind comfortably hums, I’m the happiest person in the world.  And I wish that even these kinds of moments would last forever. These moments where I’m doing nothing with you.  

Wow. Finals has been forcing me to lead an incredibly sedentary life. I’ve been sitting in this chair in the library for the last seven hours.

Yaaay I got a summons for jury duty in LA but I’m in NY. Can I just not go plz

In case anyone was wondering, the library is still freezing but I fell asleep anyway.

Freezing in the library and hating finals: the band.

Also, it’s 1AM.