February 2011
27 posts
I don't want to do anything. And that makes me...
Feeling ambivalent. It seems like all I do...
January 2011
40 posts
I love my best friend so much
And even though I used to do so much more for her than she did for me, I don’t care. Because my love for her is the only thing that matters. In fact, love that doesn’t exist unless it’s returned, is not love at all. Antoine de Saint-Exupery taught me that.
It used to hurt. When I was there for her even when she didn’t ask but she would never be there for me, I thought...
Now that I've finished eating my blueberry...
I know that girls are just as bad, but i'm...
Serious wanderlust:
Machu Picchu, Peru
Taiwan
Angkor, Cambodia
Argentina
Barcelona, Spain
Paris/Vence, France
Venezia/Florence, Italy
Greece
Ireland
India (to see Holi)
Egypt
Korea
But for now, I’ve got my sights on South America!
You're not as weak as you think you are.
I am going to make it my personal mission to learn...
Things to do in my last semester of high school
Santa Monica Beach (w/Emily&Linhan, then with everyone else)
Ikea hide-and-seek
Elysian Park & Radio Hill with Yoonji
Get a waitressing job?
Swimming at Hermit Falls
Read a fuckton of books
Sage
I always find myself trying to figure out why I...
But I don’t know if I’m looking at it the right way. I mean, I think a part of me is wanting to believe that there is a different way of living than the path we all seem to take. I just have to remember that I’m trying to be myself-not indie. Not to mention, I’ve always wanted to be an artist, someone who is not afraid to be afraid and can be radical as well as abstract....
Be more indie than Indie!!!!!!!!
je me sens seul et je m'ennui. c'est pour ce...
Gaaaaaaaah!!!!!!
I swear I’m being trifled with. His words just stab me right here in my heart. right HERE. I’m an angry mess i’m so frustrated by my own hesitation because I know it won’t be long before he moves on. aaaaaah i hope i’m not too late. asoiejfpoacm,zn[dpasodifjasdkfj
that guilty feeling you get when you go to bed...
well shit. i’m tired. and i’m just not happy with myself in general right now. I mean, this silent “pretend not to notice that he’s looking this way” game is ridiculous and it’s starting to get on my nerves. I swear i’ll talk to him tomorrow. Not to mention, finals are next week and I have completely lost the ability to study. I’ve officially lost...
Went to the Huntington Gardens with my best friend...
Needless to say, today is a really good day. This weekend has been a really great weekend.
oh and boy issues? homework? not a single fuck was given the entire time.
So now, I’m going to go wash the car like a bamf and and wear shorts so that I can expose my unshaved legs. attractive no? that’ll show them bois!
So I’m getting ready to watch Castle in the Sky on my laptop in bed when I realize that I don’t have the DVD. Totoro, Nausicaa, Howl’s Moving Castle, I have them all. But no Castle in the Sky………….Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Besides that, this three-day weekend is cutting out to be fantastic! Last night was undoubtedly amazing, and today, I just spent the day...
Movies I want to own:
32 short films about Glenn Gould
Bright Star
Motorcycle Diaries
Into the Wild
Frida
Saving up for:
Cartilage piercing
wooden/bone earrings
A good camera
Trip to Europe/San Francisco
….I need a job.
Someday, when I settle down, I will have my own...
Freedom
I remember last night on the freeway. Music blasting, windows down, and the wind combing my hair, I flew. Surrounded by friends screaming to the music, we were vibrant and so alive. Escaping restrictions and memories of home, we were running without a destination, without a plan, and we were free. Never stopping, we explored the night together, watched drunken men and slutty women sway on the...
“So make it a beautiful death”
– thebassgod
It's not happiness, it's not perfect.
Only be sincere in all that you feel and do and say, and the rest will follow.
(something I learned from my friend Erin)
I vow to never ever again let fear make me miss an...
"what's wrong?"
oh, the usual. wishing i had more time to do the things i actually want to do. know what i mean? i mean i can’t hang out with you or read the books that are collecting dust on my shelves. Nor do I have the courage to just go up to the guy I like and say a simple hello. now he thinks i’m avoiding him. i guess in simpler terms, i guess i’m trying to say that i wish weren’t...
I am captivated by your face. Yet somehow, it...
padawong asked: That's so awesome! Are you planning on getting more tattoos eventually after that?
Also,
http://www.mediafire.com/?ztt55vgyzxd
Go download that and listen to it and have sweet sweet eargasms
Also,
http://www.mediafire.com/?ztt55vgyzxd
Go download that and listen to it and have sweet sweet eargasms
pamroarr-deactivated20110714-de asked: this beautiful theme.. how'd you get it? D: it's beautiful.
Sometimes, I am torn between my love of nature and my love of society. Each one has a mystery-a loneliness, and yet they rarely coexist.
For example, I love France. I love its peoples’ traditions, the antiquity which taints every building with history, and its art. However, there is something lacking in France’s views of nature. Humans who live in that culture will adore the...
I simply cannot wait to go to college: more...
finally realized that i just don't like holidays...
No matter how many people I’m surrounded by, I just feel alone. In fact, once I get into college, I’m probably going to spend holiday evenings quietly by watching a movie and sipping wine or something-at least that’s how I’d imagine a nice celebration.
Don’t get me wrong, I love the people I’m with. But for some reason, I feel sober when everyone’s...